Paul Park: I say....

Today, I went to the mall to kill some time. I walked into Nordstrom and I see three mid age white women looking at some clothes. One woman grabs salmon colored shirt and asked the others "What do you think of this?" And she adds "My color people say I should where more softer colors". When she said "color people", I saw this black lady glare at her. I assume she didnt mean "color people" as "colored" people..........but what the hell did she mean by that, then?

Drinking; I would say its favorite passing time hobby for many, but what is about drinking that make us, well "drink"? I am not a drinker, maybe one beer here and one beer there, but I never been a drinker where I stay home and drink by myself and actually enjoying it. Maybe when I'm stressed and want blow some steam, then I do drink more than one. But when i drink, like a typical Asian, my face gets red and my heart beats faster. Even I get some kind of rash when its strong (Like Korean Soju will do). But from the perspective of non drinker, what is drinking? Why do we drink? Is because pure fun of it? Maybe to social? Or maybe addiction? Maybe even more. I so sometimes drink, but I drink 90% of times because I'm either at a party or all my friends are drinking. Not in a sense of peer pressure but to be in the same page as they are, i drink. Funny thing is when people know how to drink, they love them. So is this mean, I'm a loser just because I don't like to

So, if you are updated with any kind of source of news, you know that Steve Job has took out an absence from medical reasons. Now, Apple is focusing on finding the new leader. My question is, who is good enough to take over Steve Jobs position? Steve Jobs was the brain behind the iPod campaign and lets face it, iPod has changed the world and the culture. Without iPod, their wouldn't been a increase in mp3, smartphone, and also the tablets; so if iPod wasn't marketed correctly or even be created, would we be living in this digitalized world? The world where we are now sending mails without pens or papers,talking to friend without lifting up a phone, and watching movies and shows without waiting for it to come on, would this idea or concept be possible without iPod? Well probably, but not all of it. Back to the main subject; who is smart enough to take over after Steve Jobs? Who is creative enough to? Who would think outside of the box like Steve? Well only the time will tell. I

Anger, Frustration, Mug, Smile, Grin, Happiness, Confuseness, Worries, Shame, Sadness, Tears, Chinky eyes, Flat face, Small noise, and all of my emotions.........i bury it all under my fitted cap....

Even though people are judgmental over the standard outlook of the beauty, the true beauty lies underneath all. The kindness smarts and maturity sets the difference between being a child and being grown.    It’s going to be awhile till the world understand the true beauty, but people’s ignorance becomes the key items that interfere and tends to guide to over look the reality rather than the creation of imaginative. Sometimes that beauty becomes portrayed as cheap, lusty and senseless…that is not beauty. Beauty is the glow shine through the muscle tone and tan skin to show the light as the person that even god approves in front of the pearly gates and accepts them to the heavenly kingdom. So to look over the media’s standard level of beauty, you have to look within yourself to find your beauty and with understanding of    that, you will see the true beauty on others. 

Everyday is a battle. Fighting through the rough days with much demands and requests that portrait as a part of "being responsible" is everyday task without the rewards. So many people scream their lungs out and it is simply just impossible to have everyone around u happy like the galaxy lining up in the straight line. So it is not a suprise everday people to consider ending everything and hope to find the heaven in after life. Little did we know, heaven is not too far away. For me, when I'm with u it Is the slice of heaven. Hope everyone find or found their own slice of heaven. -Paul 'Saint' Park-

value of person. people don't think of such question anymore these days. maybe it's the media, maybe it's the society or maybe it's the busy life people lead these days people don't even have time to take a good look at themselves. value of a person does not equal dollars, value of person all depends on what others think of you. you might assume that you are being self concious when you think of this quetion and most of time answer maybe be "Fuck it, i don't care"..well do you? do you really not care about what others think? everybody one want to be needed and being the person whos there for the needs raise the person's value. happiness is not happiness in yourself, it's what you share wit people you love and charish. by saying that, is it really a happiness if a person you care about doesn't feel happy? maybe you should share you happiness. if you ask me, my happiness is keeping people i charish most happy. even if that put me unhappy. los

when i was young my parents told me 'when are u gonna grow up' in my mine i thought i just gotta to get older..now i know the meaning what my parents are talking about. there is a very fine line between grown and being aged..being grown mean is now its time for you to pick up da bar and run wit it..parents brought you to da point since you are a kid..mostly people get to the 'passing point' after the graduation of high school..me i stated lil bit. about 2 years late..now i take my own self to da world...it's time for me to guide my own life and not let somebody else be responsible for me..but this doesn't mean im gonna have my own place and my own property im still kinda far from dat. my dad use to tell me 'paul i can take horse to the pond, but i can't make horse to drink the water from the pond' now i know the meaning under the lines of that..great man pushes him self for the future and despite all the road block he overcomes to be the greatest man

                                                                                                                                                       So,  i am surprised that some people have not watched  the "Social Network" yet. Which i think you are missing out, big time. As you have heard, "Social Network" movie have been nominated for numerous Oscar nomination and why wouldn't it be? You have your main character who is a genius and you got your best friend character who end up stabbing the main character's back, women trouble with some sex scene(the bathroom scene where both Mark and Eduardo get boss down) and of course the climax where the FB takes off and hits a million users. Some says the ending of the movie is the best part where they list the happenings of the character where Mark pays twins like $60 some million, Eduardo gets settlement with some equity of the company, and Mark, of course, the youngest billionaire in the world. Now, you might sa

They say man can only cry three times in their life. i guess dat's the only reason dats stopping me from dropping tear from my eyes. People dat i love is the one who hurt me the most and maybe dats the reason i'm trying to be apart from them. We grew up together but how come we grown so differently. Friends, hobbies, and even the perspective of the life we are looking at.You are the one who trying to guide me to the way, but i'm my own person wit my own opinions. Trying to change my view to urs to make me see watchu see. but i ain't mad at cha. i appreciate wat chu r doing, but u can't make me the way U want me to be.. 

So i recently watched the movie "Company Men" last night. The movie starting Ben Affleck (Not really a fan, but at the same time, I dont hate him), Tommy Lee Jones, Kevin Coster, and some other stars were in it. Story is about the recession and how it impacted people who got "Down-Sized"; it is a very touch movie with lot of curse words, but the main story is very good. The movie shows many perspective and different views to the sides of people who got laid off. Some learn to find a new job, some decides to start a job, and some..........well some just can not handle the pressure, shame, and ends it all. Out of 5, I give this movie 4 and 1/2. It is a great movie and i definitely recommend this movie.

Time to blog my brains off. do i care that im lil behind? no, not really? actually I did blog before when i was on Myspace. Even tho i still have the acct, who uses myspace, right? well let the blogging begin