Paul Park: I say....

Feeling like I'm lost in the sea. Loneliness hit Just following this water that drifts I seem like a lost man No particular place to be But water jet streams my life Hold on to something Try to stay on my feet Bottom of rum like pirates Seek the solution in the drink Cause silence only seek The reflection in me I'm bumping left and right Hoping that's the right way to home But when I dock I have amnesia Was I here when this journey started Home is made to be Home is suppose to be Sitting in the boat Hoping someone recognizes me Maybe miss me Or is my life time Just another pass by Once up on a time story? It was sweet to begin with I look for lost souls Maybe they will understand But Poseidon doesn't have mercy he made us colder So only way to be truly warmer once again is by love ones, who would hold us But my soul belong to the see Mermaids are calling to come in and play So, can never dock I set sail, again Hoping to find the way

I believe in many forms of love and ways of falling in love, but I realize that I'm not "Love-At-First-Sight" kind of person, I learn to love. I can be attracted to many women but I could only love one person at a time. I'm not a person who look for something else when I have it. I joke and I laugh but at the end of the day, if you are my woman, then you are the one I'm thinking about till I go to sleep. When I give someone my attention, you have my full attention and no one else will be insight for me(metaphorically). I'm a one pot; one love type of guy. If I like you, I will devote my time, energy, money, and my life to you. You will be the center of my world and your well-being is the only thing I could hope for. However, it's a problem when I don't have a starting point. If I don't have the starting block, then I won't know where to start building from and I would be all over the place and give my attention and energy to little bit here and

Are the government secretly creating solider for military? ........well............let's not go that far; but they are surely programming new generation of kids to be more fit and aware of combating. At this present time, kids are playing war games while enjoy killing anything that is different from the norm of homeland, working out to be a UFC fighter and enjoy the dark side of "fun". Narcotics have change to be created more specific with high dosage, music became lot more faster and advertisement is flashing subliminal messages. More and more music videos are containing references to Masonic groups that is resulting increasing number of members and food in not even food anymore. I hate to think it because it is such a sad view of reality but I do take in lot of conspiracy theories to be true. Such as how the flu shot are always schedule to be taken before shopping season, how the medical technology have developed so much but we still have rising number of death in US (i