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Reckless Driving

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What are some traits that defines "Reckless driving"? Angry driver, all over the place, not caring for traffic signs, danger-ring  others' lives, pushing the limits and hoping someone stops them before things gets worse....well, I feel that I am driving my life recklessly. So many changes and so many things that will never be the same; feel that things are meant to be tested. Thou shall not tempt the god, but I'm testing my luck to see how far I could push it till something awful happens. Do I feel right about doing this? I don't know how to feel at this point. I am out there like as if the world was going to end tomorrow and I am leaving no feelings behind. As if alcohol is my pain killer and substances are the balance, but it's only hurting my chances of being lucky. I have lost my self in this situation and I am only digging the grave deeper when I act like this and I know my friends hate to see me the way I am. They often asked "What are you going t

Scarf

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I am not your main source of warmness. You surely won't look for me during summer or even any other season except winter. I'm not a jacket; I don't have pockets or I wrap over your body to keep you warm. You might think of me when you have a horrible weather. You might have a beanie over your head before you think of putting me on. But that's fine, as long as I can wrap around your neck and make you feel warm. I don't have to be number 1 or number 2, as long as I can make you feel warm, that's all it matters to me.

48 Hours

Tuesday -                 00:00 - 06:15: Sleep                 06:15 - 07:00: Get ready to go to LAX to take flight back to Seattle                 07:00 - 08:00: Go to LAX                 08:00 - 08:20: Check In/ Security Check/ Go to the gate                 08:20 - 08:50: Wait to Board                 08:50 - 12:00: Board and Fly back to Seattle                 12:00 - 12:45: Go home:                 12:45 - 13:30: Eat                 13:30 - 14:30: Sleep                 14:30 - 15:00: Get ready and go to work                 15:00 - 23:00: Work Tuesday/ Wednesday -                               23:00 - 02:00: Watch Movie                 02:00 - 06:30: Sleep                 06:30 - 07:00: Get ready and Go to work                 07:00 - 15:00: Work                 15:00 - 17:00: Sleep                 17:08: Text From (C)hris Meza: Melissa is Gone. That u wanted to know                 17:19: Re:(P)aul: Gone where?                 17:20: Re: Re:(C) She Died    

Special: My Memory of You(R.I.P Melissa Fagin)

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It was 8th grade that I moved to Redmond from Lynnwood. I didn't no anyone but people were nice to greet a foreign kid who still had an accent and weird style. I started to hang around Anthony and one day, I met you with Chris in a weird situation. But you were still funny, you were still gorgeous and you were great person to hang around. Ever since that we all became the 107 st./ block crew. Me with Omar, Phil, Ron, Anthony, and Chris, you with Ashley, Michaela, Moss, Stacy, Rachel; we were friends that were closer than just friends. We formed a family that we promised to be there when others needed help, motivation and support. I remember in 9th grade, I went to your house with Curtis and I think Ron and I remember the look you gave me and later on Curtis told me you liked how I looked . That maybe be take 254 at 9 PM to go back up the education hill to ask you out to be my girl. We dated 1 week but I still remember how me, you, Ron and Ash all walking around Redmond near Junio

Economy awakes patriotism

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Money, finance, economy, Wall St., stock, gas, oil; these are probably the main headlines we see on our daily newspaper, lately. We as an Americans hate to admit so, but we understand that the country is in debt for lot of money. How do we know that? Our daily routine has been affected by it. Grocery got little more pricey, gas is almost $4 per gallon, everything seems to take the price to higher level just a notch for us to get by but be hurt for it. Occupy Wall St. movement is growing stronger and their actions has been loudly putting second thoughts to our daily cycled mind. At this point, you are almost in a need to choose a side; one who enforce the idea and ones who try to revolutionize the country for the people. But some reason, more shits the country gets, patriotic the people are getting. Let's face it; we owe other countries lot of money and we know the Fort Knox is just a place with empty cells with trace that was left behind by the great history this country had. We

5 things that adults need that you do not think of when you are kid.

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Life of adulthood is nothing less than stressful life of chasing materials, fame, fortune, and trying to beloved by all of people in opposite sex(same sex in some cases). So adults need that certain things to get by daily.  1. Newspaper - I use to think "Why does people watch news and read news paper? What, they don't have enough thrill in their life that they need to read others miss fortune?" Well, now I do understand the importance of it. One of the main reason is to stay connected with people. You don't want to sound like a dummy who doesn't know anything, do you? Second, find out how much more money you need to give to the government. It's sad, but we need it. 2. Coffee - Oh god. How did I ever go a day without having a coffee? Oh right, I was young. Now, it feels like I don't ever have enough sleep. Coffee is a life saver. 3. Cell Phone - Purpose of cell phone is have ability to receive or make calls all the time.....little did you know, you proba

I don't want to get marry....

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1) without having a steady career 2) without having the funds to get my own house 3) without having a good credit to buy my own car 4) to some slut who my friends all "know" 5) to disrespectful broad who think being "feminist" means her man gotta obey her, It's We not I 6) to woman who doesn't care for her parents 7) to woman who worries more about her make up than her knowledge 8) to woman who does not believe in god 9) to woman who has no manner and standards 10) to woman would think she is top shit. It's ok to be top shit, just don't act like you are top shit. 11) to woman who does not know Frank Sinatra(this one might be bendable) 12) to woman who does not understand that Ill be back. If she trips about me going out with my friends, than Im sorry you jealous crazy B#!ch. 13) to woman who does not appreciate art. 14) to woman who does not have class 15) to woman who is addicted to anything 16) to woman who my friends does not approve of. 17) to wo