Paul Park: I say....

Life gets hard....you look around and you see all these memories with all these people....but when the issue hit the heart, u are the only one standing with a your own shadow. we try to understand by trying to measure the circumstance with their own experiences but they never seem to get it right, don't they? Its almost like standing on a rope and every step jeopardize you faith. Only bullet away. But most of times, its not for you. You go on everyday try to fulfill your own goals with love ones on our mind. So in a sense, you live for them too. Its a bullet away. But what gives me a right to give my love ones another bad news. And you find yourself thinking about yourself again. You have to live for them. Be a person who his friends can be proud of. But it's hard. Life is hard. And, I feel drained. But can give up. Your friends or family won't fixed the problem, but they, surely, are there to give you support and confidence. So, live your life, not just for your sake, but

Damn...Im here again, writing a blog that I wished to never write but life will throws these curve balls. I known Hayden ever since 8th grade from Redmond Jr. High. We played football together, he was really good at it, making to both Varsity and JV. But, I do not know Hayden because that, I remember us hanging out, going to Anthony's house together to just live life. young, wild, but still morally ethical. Yeah, we had fun.  But I knew we always didn't have a great relationship, we argued, but we grew next to each other, finding different world that suits each others personality. But, we were still a hand reach around from each other when we needed it one another . I guess, we drifted apart during our first to second year in high school. You had your crew and I had mine but we were meant to see each other and recognize each other and love each others accompany when the both of our worlds collided. Nothing but love to you. Now, if the readers don't mind, I like to write a l

I shall fight through these unknown hours to be the best that I could be I do not know what my destiny has wrote down for me but I will be exactly what my God has planned me to be Even though sometimes it seems darker than others but it's just lesson the world is trying to teach me The nagging I get is just another lecture that gives me the tools to become better, so I'll listen to it as it is just your way to show me you love me I shall forgive my foes as they are just another version of me They pretend not to like me but we are same people who tries to achieve something Let me inhale those hate and exhale as it is a motivation to make me stronger Something I would have settled for, now I will push to achieve more I shall not fear the unknown as I am an unknown to it First time for everything and I want to be the man who can say the everything has been first timed Even though I may look at it as it is something that is unfamiliar but I will soon to understand it O

They say I couldn't They say I shouldn't They say you can't be They say you shouldn't be They say I was downgraded They say I was crazy They say I was angry They say I was emotionally stressed They say I think too much They say I do not think They say I was wrong They say I am not capable They say I was an womanizer They say I was a perv They say I am an idiot They say I wasn't good enough They say I didn't work hard enough They say I was born with the silver spoon They say I was manipulative They say I was narcissistic They say I was too cocky They say it's too soon They say it's too late They say I am far from They say they know me better than I would They say I should have known it better than they would They say I was a trouble They say I am corruption They say I am outspoken They say I speak too much They say I'm not They say I am. They don't have a fucking clue....

US has the top technology and skills to provide the best health care system in the world, but how come we have more people dying in our country then others? US's health care system is a business that suits the capitalistic idea of the country. From outside in, it seems that US provide great health system and opportunity but if you live in US, you can tell that it's all smoking mirrors made by marketing gurus. The insurance system is a joke that takes money away from poor people. When people get hurt and need to go to hospital for some surgeries and something big, it always seems like that's the ONLY is not covered by your insurance. I am an immigrant from South Korea and yes, we did not have universal medicare, but getting help and seeing doctors wasn't going to make you eat cup of noodles for a whole year. It's crazy but if you don't have insurance, these doctors will just let you die on the street and I actually meant that. I do not know how many people seem t

This blog is not intent to used as presidential campaign nor trying to change someone else's opinion or choices. It's just one man's opinion, view, and hope. With all the presidential campaign and presidential debate going on, you feel overwhelmed and confused to see who is better choice to guide us through next 4 years. We are still in great economical debt with other countries for what the formal president, George W. Bush (R), did. In 2008, US made an historical choice by electing a first African-American president who used the slogan such as "CHANGE" and "HOPE" to see if we can do both for the economy and hoping to put US back on the top. However, deficit was not a small amount where cancelling of few government programs weren't going to fix this issue. This debt margin is surely one of the greatest amount US ever had to face and try to get out of, but not many people understand that US has been on debt for many many years even before the time o