Special: R.I.P Hayden
Damn...Im here again, writing a blog that I wished to never write but life will throws these curve balls. I known Hayden ever since 8th grade from Redmond Jr. High. We played football together, he was really good at it, making to both Varsity and JV. But, I do not know Hayden because that, I remember us hanging out, going to Anthony's house together to just live life. young, wild, but still morally ethical. Yeah, we had fun. But I knew we always didn't have a great relationship, we argued, but we grew next to each other, finding different world that suits each others personality. But, we were still a hand reach around from each other when we needed it one another . I guess, we drifted apart during our first to second year in high school. You had your crew and I had mine but we were meant to see each other and recognize each other and love each others accompany when the both of our worlds collided. Nothing but love to you. Now, if the readers don't mind, I like to write a letter to my friend.
Dear Hayden
Damn. I wish someone is telling me lie for a practical joke, and I wish that joke was made by you...because I know we would be laughing about that. I remember when we first start to hang around with each other; you had your skater, abercrombie fitch look going on and I had the hip hop - ish style, but we had fun in junior high, didn't we? Going to goons house (like we always do, ha ha) and talking about everything. Man, you were always had that "super mr. nice guy" persona and you were nothing but love and respect when you hung around with me and I never had a chance to tell you, thank you., Even though it seemed like a small personal gesture, you always been polite, respectful, and nice and being an asian man that I am, I respected that, allot. I think we kind of drifted apart when the high school started. You had ppl young hung around with and I had the 107 block crew, but glad, I was able to see you around, time to time. It will be my first time telling you this, but I'm pretty sure you know I had a thing for your gf during the high school days and I think you noticed that too. I do you no harm, friend. Im just a man being jealous of other man for having a better gf. And, I meant that in no disrespect.
I guess we didn't really see each other till last year. What a year, huh....I wished I was more nicer and more helpful to you....but I guess it's too late now.
You always had a good heart, Hayden. Life been hard and the cards was dealt difficult, but it was still a relief to see you around the town trying to do better, day by day. I'm sorry.....that's only thing I could say. I wish I been a better friend and been there, for that, I really am sorry. Rest in Peace now, my friend. You will be remembered as my good friend in my history book.
Sincerely
Paul J. Park
Dear Hayden
Damn. I wish someone is telling me lie for a practical joke, and I wish that joke was made by you...because I know we would be laughing about that. I remember when we first start to hang around with each other; you had your skater, abercrombie fitch look going on and I had the hip hop - ish style, but we had fun in junior high, didn't we? Going to goons house (like we always do, ha ha) and talking about everything. Man, you were always had that "super mr. nice guy" persona and you were nothing but love and respect when you hung around with me and I never had a chance to tell you, thank you., Even though it seemed like a small personal gesture, you always been polite, respectful, and nice and being an asian man that I am, I respected that, allot. I think we kind of drifted apart when the high school started. You had ppl young hung around with and I had the 107 block crew, but glad, I was able to see you around, time to time. It will be my first time telling you this, but I'm pretty sure you know I had a thing for your gf during the high school days and I think you noticed that too. I do you no harm, friend. Im just a man being jealous of other man for having a better gf. And, I meant that in no disrespect.
I guess we didn't really see each other till last year. What a year, huh....I wished I was more nicer and more helpful to you....but I guess it's too late now.
You always had a good heart, Hayden. Life been hard and the cards was dealt difficult, but it was still a relief to see you around the town trying to do better, day by day. I'm sorry.....that's only thing I could say. I wish I been a better friend and been there, for that, I really am sorry. Rest in Peace now, my friend. You will be remembered as my good friend in my history book.
Sincerely
Paul J. Park
(1986 - 2012)
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